Good Morning,

Mum and my friend arrived safely through the night; they are having a well-deserved sleep. I am sat at my back table writing this staring at the countryside, the sun is out and there is a beautiful breeze, my kids are healthy and happy, I have a great job and coworkers and I am realizing just how blessed I am. 

I may not know who I am besides a mother and wife but I am working on that by reevaluating my friendships, hobbies and habits because I am blessed but why does that not make me happy, why is that not enough? 2023 will be a big year I know it and we will be better off financially at the end of it, but as they say money doesn't buy happiness. What is my happy and why can't I work it out? 

I don't know who I am anymore, and it sounds so stupid, and I don't know how to work it out or find myself again and I am absolutely certain there are other mum's and wives out there that feel the same way so how do we change it. I have always been a glass half full positive look on the bright side, but I just feel lost am I being selfish for wanting to put myself first for once? Should I just get on with it and deal with it.

As you all know I lost my Dad this year which taught me life is short and we only get one so why not live it exactly how we want to live it? 

Who else ask's themselves the following question?

WHO AM I  

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