Good Morning all, 


I am a bit broken today, my husband and best friend whom I have been with 15 years, we just don't get along anymore we only have the kids in common and I think we have hit an irreversible road block, I believe I am the biggest problem, I just don't know who I am anymore I have no interests or hobbies outside being a wife and a mother and I don't know how to change the way I am currently feeling. I suggested therapy he suggested a weekend away just the two of us - but what do we talk about? Then he said he is just going to go so that's fun I suggested a trial separation to get to know ourselves again but that's a no go, I am just in a state of numbness, and I don't know where to go from here.

Besides that work is the same pushing along nicely and the girls are great, Mum has to have surgery on Monday so we are working out a way to get her and her dog here without me having to drive 30+ hours again but we will see of course I will do the drive no hesitations just exploring other options first. 

That's all I have today if anyone who has been through what I am going through has any suggestions please let me know.

Have a great Wednesday 

Sam X 

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